Being a mother is not easy. But being a stay at home mother I find being very difficult. I have been blessed to be selected for Jury duty, and it has been a very different for me in the morning.
My normal routine is nice. I get up at 5:15am. I get ready and go run at the gym, or do some sort of work out. Then I come home and stretch and take on my morning with my children. I take a shower after breakfast and then go play with my children. Some where in the day I find the time to not only play with my children, but plan and fix dinner, clean the house do the laundry and go to the store when neccessary.
I was then thrown a wrentch into my plan with having to get up early and do a completely different routine. I did not want to give up my morning workouts, they are the biggest and best part of my day. I start out with my work out, but get home and squeeze in some housework. Then battle getting into a shower and getting my kids out of bed.
Getting ready for Jury duty is much like having to get out of the house if you are a working mother I have found. It is not easy. I can tell that mornings can be stressful. I am so grateful that I am organized and made sure that I had everything I needed done before I went to bed. I did not have to run around and find clothes or pack a lunch.
I love having some time to myself to get some things done. It is nice to have the quiet that I am not used to, however it is boring to not have my children around. I miss playing with them and going outside. I take walks with my mother a couple of days a week, which are a wonderful way to connect with her and I have not been able to do that either.
I am also very surprised how tiring it is just sitting around all day. I get home and I just don't want to do anything. I was more tired my first day of sitting around than the days I get up work out, take my kids to the zoo and do things.
To me it is just amazing just how tired I am from just sitting around. I miss my mornings of sitting and cuddling with my children. I know that it is important to do what I am doing, and I pray that I will also get to experience the court room and a trial.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
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